I don’t know where else to say this but on here. I don’t want to post it on Facebook or Twitter because I don’t want anyone to freak out.
I feel like I’ve fallen out of Christ. I started reading my bible and I was going strong for like 6 months but now it’s hard. I’m starting to question everything I believe in. I believe in God, but I don’t know about Jesus. That was a long time ago. It’s just hard for me to believe all that. I look all around me and I simply believe there is no way that all of this was created by a big bang. So, why is it so hard for me to believe? What am I looking for? Why haven’t I had that feeling where I know? I want to let him in so why can’t I?
I see all these people so on fire for God and I’m not like that. I’ve prayed that God would help me and bring me back. I wish I had some long post that could explain how I feel but I don’t.
"You know how people buy drinks for girls in bars? Why can’t people do that in book stores? Like if I’m looking at a novel in Barnes and Noble and some person walks up to me and strikes up a conversation and offers to buy the book for me there is a lot better chance of that working out in their favor"
so today this guy told me he didn’t like my new boots and i was like “well… that’s good for you but i’m the one wearing them so i don’t really care what you think…” and he goes “aren’t we why girls wear that kind of stuff?”
being homosexual or bisexual isn’t disgusting. but you know what is disgusting? when a man finds it ok for two girls to be making out or something of the sort just because it makes his dick hard, but when its two girls or, god forbid, two men that are in an actual, well-founded relationship and in love, the man finds that disturbing and immoral and wrong. now thats disgusting.
i used to be afraid of ghosts when i was little so my mom used to tell me that they can be vacuumed up so she gave me a hand-held vacuum and would make me go around the house cleaning telling me that i was getting rid of all the ghosts
so one time this asshole was harassing my friend and he gave her a note that said “hey pretty wanna date me? yes: smile no: backflip” and like the fucking badass she is and because she’s a gymnast, she got up and did a fucking backflip in the middle of class